wo ai ni dear....

2009-06-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

i may nt be the best among guys but i will alway be there for u whenever u need me.so please.dun treat me like this le anymore pls.

2009-05-21T12:47:00.001+08:00

hai....life end liao....useless liao....

2009-04-08T01:01:00.002+08:00

wah super long never update le.haha.well actually nt in the mood also cos of something.well its true tat the person u love feel sad u also will feel the sad...but its cannot be prevented de...at least i able to go down tat day..i feel happy to be at there cos i seldom see her and its quite sad as i been in tat position before...well..dun think so much le k..i will alway be there when u need me.my shoulder will alway be there for u.no other ppl.hope u cheer up soon ok.

2009-02-28T03:49:00.002+08:00

hi long time no blog le.well.alot of thing happened. just too many to mention le. first is her. but i will wait de. i broke too many promise tat i make to her... but i wun break this le...i never cherish the time with her and now i regret....well...just wait lo...secondly is about working stuff le..is like tat lo.so far..hai...wat to do..but really really hope can stay lo...if not really no mood to work anymore...where all my luck gone to...its my year le.....hai...

2009-02-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

i am feeling very low...what should i do...hai...is this my life....

2009-01-29T01:49:00.001+08:00

i promise u this future
i am building with my own hands
i will alway be there whenever you are

2009-01-29T01:25:00.003+08:00

the further the distance between us
the more i feel u closer
even the sadness changes to strength
when i think of you
even though we'd exchanged a lot of words
we still could not understand each other completely
but we did not notice it
i only want to hold u
though i lost my dream
you told me not to give it up
what is the cause of this poignant sorrow
it's a remaining piece of my dream
miraculously we had once been able to face each other without awkwardness
let's believe in such a miracle once again

:)

2009-01-21T14:37:00.000+08:00

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

this wat i feeling ba....

2008-11-15T03:22:00.001+08:00

dear dear dun angry.i nt tat hmmm in ur blog.i hate to see it also....i also wan to find out who it is to post tat.i very long never go ur blog liao...dear dun care those ppl who take thing for granted.let them do the way they wan.i alway be there for u de my dear:P

2008-10-05T00:32:00.001+08:00

yeah.bday over le.lol.quite happy today.although did nt get some other ppl de sms or wish.but its ok.as long i dun force ppl give can le.lol.they got heart will give de.lol.well.quite tiring.cos whole day just walking around.lol.but quite fun during the part at burger king.haha.only one ppl know.hehe.well.nt bad.enjoy my bday.hehe.thank you dear dear.muack!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-17T01:59:00.000+08:00

wat time le i still blogging.....i only know i am thinking of her....nt tat i dun wan to change...i dunno y i cannot do it also....i dun wan her to suffer because of me...y am i keep doing it.....i also dun feel good de......i also sad......i dun wan her to think tat i do all these i am feeling happy....after i send her home i was crying wherever i go....i keep thinking y i alway let my loved 1 suffer.....i cry until i reach home....until now i never stop....y my stupid attitude and behaviour alway like this.....i hate it!!!!!!i hate myself!!!!!!!!u are nt a nothing to me....u are my everything....nt u cannot change me....is myself tat dun wan to change....sorry dear....but i really love u alot de...i dun wan to leave u....i wan to be with u till the last breath of mine....if god grant me a wish i will wish to be with her eternity....and change my irritated attitude too....hai....think i should stop here le...once again sorry dear.....

2008-09-05T21:18:00.000+08:00

yo i back le.hehe.so happy and sad.happy cos i spend all my time with my dear during the chalet.hehe.sad cos its over le.but i will still spend my time with her while i can de wor.dear dear wo ai ni.i wun moody le wor.i will open a new 1 de soon?maybe chinese new year.hehe.dear anything happen tell me ok.i dun like to be keep in the dark de wor.anything i also will be there for u de no matter wat.muack!!

2008-08-10T03:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm.late night le.cannot sleep.cos no mood.nt because of u dear.just because i really no mood go back jp ba.but nvm.i ren lo.dear i really really wish tat u can be happy like last time.nt everyday sian or moody.cos dear remember wat i say?ur mood is link to mine de.dear i not wanting to control u.just worry and concern about u.i dun wan to lose u.tat y i alway ask u wat are u doing.cos i care for u dear.i really really love u lots de.hope dear understand.u are the only one in my heart.muack!!!

2008-08-07T00:24:00.000+08:00

yo!!!!!!!!!!!lol.long time never blog le.kanna say liao.now back again.hmmmm.well.actually abit sad and happy cos i going back jp?can say happy cos going to miss alot of ppl and sad cos of them too.i enjoy myself in wm.suddenly going back abit sian and sad.well.sorry to vent all my anger on my dear.hope u can understand.well.something have to depend.hehe.maybe i will go ..... le?lol.see how wor

2008-07-18T11:01:00.000+08:00

yo.back again.lol.well.quite tired these few day.lol.but nvm ar.tired but happy.lol.miss dear alot.but nvm le.love is like tat de.alway think of her no matter where i am and wat i doing.hehe.the first who make me crazy about her:p.ok le.time to go rest le:p

2008-06-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

very angry for the first start when i come back from my ict.alot of thing changes which make me very angry.first is i dunno about my working stuff which is been change.y no ppl inform le?wat am i to them huh.f man.if all wan to be back to last time i can make it happen.i can just run my fucking shift then go home.nt a big deal.just run my shift then f off.if they wan so lo.fucking dl man.see my mood will stay on working or nt.if i never get a answer to my question i will just quit.nt a big deal lo.f them man

2008-06-07T02:36:00.000+08:00

yo.back again le.hehe.well.dear is back le.miss her alot.no matter go where also think of her.hehe.sorry to ignore all of my frens.but u all still are my frens de.hehe.well.going reservice soon le.going to miss her lots liao.anyway today is the third month anniversary wor.love dear wor.love her eternity.muack!!!!anyway go back for reservice le.sian.do nth de lo.waste time only.will miss her alot de.miss my frens too.hehe.come out sure pei her first de:P.muack!!!!

2008-05-26T19:32:00.000+08:00

finally start my holiday.but will be alone for 2 day.cos she go camp...never sleep for last night...cos miss her alot...hai...wat to do...there nth i can do...sian....have to wait....sian lo...feeling sleepy but cannot sleep...dunno y...well.wait till wed ba.my mood will be back by wed ba....

2008-05-18T11:15:00.000+08:00

finally got the mood to write le.dunno y these few day so many thing happen.really feel like breaking down le.i angry nt because of her...just tat under too much pressure le...sorry i anyhow throw temper...i dun wan to de....i really wan to feel like i going to work willingly instead of wat i am feeling now....hai...y....dear i really need u by my side now......

2008-05-05T00:05:00.000+08:00

hi.back again wor.these few day quite tired.but go out with my dear is never tiring.hehe.well.these two day moody cos i worry for her.she sprain her neck and i very worry.alway bluff me say ok liao.see still the same.today bring her go see doctor.given a given a stick of lotion to apply and painkiller.hope the lotion will help her if not i go kill the doctor.well.sorry for being moody.but i cannot stop worrying.if other ppl in my shoes also will worry de wor.hehe.i will alway take care of her de:P

2008-04-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

yo.back again le wor.hmmm.i feeling alot better le.but still having headache and stomach ache.so sorry i was busy with my personal thing its affect my works.well.nvm de le.i will get back to myself soon.well.hmmm.anyway dear still remember my promise to u wor.tat my everlasting love.i will do it just for u and my family.cos without ur supporting i wun be able to climb tat high de.thank you dear.you play such a important role in my heart and watever i do i alway think of u.well work is important i know.but u are important too.love can be selfish.but its ok wor.cos i know dear also trying your best to maintain this rs le wor.no matter how busy also will find time for me.love u dears loads.alway feel so happy with u.i wun forget my frens and er zi de.hehe.well.here i announce tat my love for dear is alway there and growing strong:P

2008-04-26T17:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm.back again le.well.to reply to someone.well.i put all my heart into this rs le.cos i see tat u are serious in it.so i not holding back any more heart or soul in myself liao.cos its once taught by other ppl to me tat if love one ppl i have to love her zhen xin zhen yi de.well.i doing it now.i dun wan anything in return.just the moment with her.well.no matter wat happen i also will stand by her side and accompany her to walk the way ahead of hers de.cos i promise her tat i will alway be there for her.no matter wat i will do it de.cos i love her:)i dun wan to break anymore promise tat i made anymore.that my final decision.dun believe i will show it to u all de.keke.try me if u dare:p

2008-04-19T13:03:00.000+08:00

yea.back again.well.normal de le.work go out work go out.lol.well.work hard play hard.haha.hmmm.count down 17 days more.lol.jiayou:p.well.i never forget wat i promise her ar.keke.so dun anyhow say.hmmmm.going work again soon le.jiayou:p.kekeloves.muack!!!!

2008-04-10T03:28:00.000+08:00

yo.back again.hmmm.quite happy these few day.lol.and got a new item which i wanted very long.lol.a wallet.its from my dear:P.keke.love her lots:P.well.public announcement 7 april 2008 is the first complete month with her.i never regret my choice until now.keke.well we celebrated at orchard crystal jade.lol.spend around $...... lol.wan to know ask me lol.if u so kpo.haha.then after tat just walk around then go home le.cos too tired le.haha.well.hope dear enjoy too.:P.so wait for the second month.see wat i will get for dear:p.see ya guy.sorry update alway talk about my dear.cos love her eternity.lol.dunno how to spell le.hope to have a everlasting moment with her:P

2008-04-04T10:58:00.001+08:00

yo everybody.back again.well.finally finish doing month end le.keke.well.quite tired these few day.alway nt enough sleep.lol.now enough le.after see dear i feel refreshing.keke.well.really enjoy alot with her alone.i mean 2 ppl world.dun like ppl to interfere.cos i wan to spend my available time with her and enjoy.not waste it.i think its the same for all couple right.sure wan to spend it happily de right?keke.well.if got thing then blog ba.bye:)

2008-04-02T00:34:00.000+08:00

hmm.back to post again.first of all to say is i very sorry to my dear.cos i keep showing her attitude.but she understand wor.keke.so good to have such a so understanding de dear.love her lots.well.i put her in the top of my everything.even how busy i am i still will find time for her.since long i feel this love le.keke.well.i will treasure her and every moment with her.hope to have a everlasting moment with her.muack!!!! and my fren too.i wun ignore u all de:P

2008-03-30T10:55:00.000+08:00

yeah.back again.lol.dunno wat to write.yesterday night was a horror.dunno why its happen again.but nvm.i settle it le.so no more next time le ok.had enough of it.sorry yesterday i so dulan then show u attitude.not purposely de.well.hope to control my temper more.today working liao.lol.tomorrow month end.die le.haha

2008-03-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

yo.today went east coast enjoy.lol.rent bicycle for $20 for four hour.quite expensive wor.lol.but alot of accident happen.i kanna cut at my hand and sprain my ankle.lh kanna fall down cut on the knee cos i cycle then cut into her front then she bang me then fall down.very sorry.i dun mean it de.in the end clean up the wound liao then return the bicycle and went vivo to eat:p.eat dunno wat name of the shop.lol.quite nice and expensive.but nvm le.once a month.hope she like that big things:p.well.end here le.got wat wan to ask pls tag me ba:p

2008-03-25T12:34:00.000+08:00

yo back again.lol.finally off day liao.lol.well let share this week happening thing.i went to bedok three time and marina square three time.lol.see also sian.lol.well.singapore too small no place go.lol.and yea go sentosa one time.lol.go inside walk walk only for 2 hour.lol.so is one hour $1.50.lol.cos entrance fee is $3.lol.well.did enjoy and quite tired.so went back to work is kind of .....lol.but nvm.know got ppl support me all the way:p.well.think must find new place go le.lol.well.with her really enjoy alot:p.well.cya guy then:P

2008-03-22T12:07:00.000+08:00

yeah.back again.this week super fun and tired.lol.cos keep running around and preparing for stupid thing.lol.finally its over.keke.well.spend alot of time with her liao.keke.very happy.time alway pass so fast when with her de.haiyo.well.nvm.still got time can go out.keke.went to east coast for dinner and a stroll.keke.quite hot even though its at night.lol.well.after tat stroll got mac buy drink then go home le.keke.really enjoy alot with her.muack!!!.next time then blog ba:P

2008-03-18T10:38:00.000+08:00

yeah.i back le.keke.enjoy so many day le wor.now back to work abit sian.cos working for sat whole day and sun opening.feel like dying man.keke.but got ppl support me all the way.thank dear.well.finally my off day is here.super tired.but nvm.going out with her is never tiring.keke.well.gtg le.update next time ba:p.mood is back:p

2008-03-16T00:53:00.000+08:00

hmm.today nt a good day for me.cos i keep thinking about things.but i trust her.indeed she never let me down.lol.well.even though i trust her i still feel uneasy...maybe is because i am tired at work or wat ba...i never trust ppl so easily de..dunno y i willing to trust her with all my heart...think she melt me ba...well.hope everything goes well...nt feeling well le..headache..gtg rest le.cya guys.take care

2008-03-11T11:27:00.000+08:00

hmm.wat to start off le?hmmm.well.yesterday went to office early in the morning.lol.not for fun de.lol.go office do some working stuff and after tat meet my dear.lol.well.though of finding a movie then go inside sleep de.lol.but timing dun match.after tat went to marina square walk for so many round then end up in swensen.lol.order alot.haha.cannot finish due to my stomachache.lol.then after tat went for a walk then go take bus to work wor.hmmm.tat bus journey quite fun.keke.ask dear sleep dun wan.lol.well.then end up is i the one who sleeping.really very tired lo.lol.still got 3 more day closing.jiayou:P

2008-03-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

yo.i back le.keke.well.today quite a fun day.cos i spend it with someone.keke.i accepted her cos of many reason.well.i willing to give it a try because of a reason.cos she willing do and give up alot of thing for me.well.went to east coast to eat mac donald and 5 packet of large fries.lol.told u all le.the best macdonald in singapore le.lol.haha.well.after tat we went home taking 66.its was quite fast indeed.lol.i hope to spend the day longer with her.keke.well.got chances de.lol.well.gtg sleep le.good night guys.love her lots:P

2008-03-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

hai.yesterday so tired.doing working stuff and month end.now can finally understand y so many manager quit le.but i going to stand up for everything.i nt giving up.i wan to be the youngest store manager.keke.see whether i can or not.lol.keke.

2008-02-26T02:26:00.000+08:00

yo.back again.haha.haiyo.dunno wat to blog le.haha.since someone already say out le.haha.well.i only can say wait wor.got chance de.haha.hmmm.dunno talking about wat.haha.well.nt say i dun wan to go into rs le.need to think alot of thing le.well.wait wait ba.hehe.see wat time can do:p.well.let see wat u can do:P.lol

2008-02-22T12:15:00.000+08:00

yeah.finally cny is over.wat coming next?dunno le.well.dunno these few day so hot temper.dunno wat happen.well.hope to get over it soon.must focus on working liao.no more other thing liao.work come first.r/s come last:P.hope to climb as high as i can:P.next time then blog ba.cya guys

2008-02-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

yo happy chinese new year guys.lol.hope everyone got alot of ang bao today.lol.well.for me nt alot le.lol.i feeling abit funny and messy.lol.or i playboy?no la.haha.well.time to give up and change new target.lol.wasted abit of time.but never mind.haha.well.cny guys again:P.hope everyone have a good and lucky year of 2008:P

2008-01-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

yo.going cny liao.any surprise for me ma.hai.still the same like 2007.do nth.well.is my destiny is destined to be like this?well.only 1 word ba.wait lo.that nth i can do.cannot change destiny de ma.so no choice.hai...

2008-01-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

well.a new year of 2008.target ar.hmmm.hope peace no war in where ever i go.lol.still got alot of target le.well.be a a.s.m?if u know wat its mean if dunno dun anyhow guess.lol.well.alot of thing happen in 2007.hope i able to forget it and start a new year.so far this year saw her once.hope i able to see her more often as she cheer my day and my life up:P.keke.well good luck and good health to everyone in year 2008:P

2007-08-05T23:15:00.001+08:00

hello?can see my blog?

2007-07-09T03:38:00.000+08:00

hmm.what to post le.very sian.anyway now also busy working and gaming.cos got new com le.lol.not haolian le.but really happy.but not that really seriously happy le.alway got a shadow behind.anyway just unhappy of someone who treat me like nothing.cos say be friend le still treat me like what.sian 1/2

2007-06-16T22:09:00.001+08:00

well well.back again.dunno wat to write cos i in a mess.its all over what the hell i thinking about?back together?its almost impossible.or i can say its totally impossible.lets see when i able to cheer up again ba.hai.well well.nowsday also nth to do.keep on going acrade.like no life le...haiz...

2007-06-10T03:57:00.000+08:00

long time no post le.dunno what and how to write.well.alot of things happen since last i post.actually i feel like nth happen b4.but i dunno y i unable to cheer up.its just like a bored day for everyday.even i trying to be cheerful.cos for my friends i dun wan them to worry.but in my real heart i nt happy.i dunno what i thinking also.alot of ppl ask me what i thinking.y i pulling a long face everyday.but i also dunno the answer.haiz.well.maybe all is my imagination of thinking.i really dunno what to do le.sorry for be harsh to my working crews and friends.sorry....and if i scold anyone sorry for that...i really dun mean it de...i dun feel like myself anymore....cos my heart and soul is dead...all these is with someone even its all over...i never feel happy ever since that happens...

2007-05-14T12:26:00.000+08:00

haiz....how am i going to make her come back to me....really love her alot de lo...no matter how i going to wait...no one can make me change my mind of waiting...no one can replace her de...my angel in my heart

2007-05-11T02:11:00.000+08:00

y i can't sleep....tears rolling down my cheek for 2 nights le.....no matter how i make myself how tired i still cannot sleep....y.....i really love her alot....more then anything....willing to give up everything for her....haiz....maybe just make my life rot ba...i really have no mood to continue anything liao....my soul my heart all is gone le.....how i wish that person who die near my house area is me....y the mantainance lift accident dun happen on me.....y those dun deserve to die 1 have to die....those wanted to die 1 dun die....y is it so unfair....i willing to exchange my life for other if can be allowed....i will change it for her mum life and illness even its cost my life....i want to see her happy no matter how.....i willing to exchange everything for her mum...just transfer everything to me can....please.......just let myself tired till collpase ba...i really very tired of living liao....y dun just let me go.....can somebody help me to let go of my life ma....please....i really very tired liao...everything end with this rs liao....how i wish she could come back to me...really...i pray everynight to wish that could happen....

2007-05-09T10:47:00.000+08:00

yeah.can post liao.siao siao de.well.alot ot say.but lazy type.lol.well.only hope everyting can be solved.anyway happy 5th month anniversay dar dar.keke.hope can continue 4ever:P.love u dar dar.dun overtired urself dar.good day my friends too.dun say i forget u guys.keke

2007-05-09T10:46:00.000+08:00

yo can post ma?trial trial.lol