hello?can see my blog?

hmm.what to post le.very sian.anyway now also busy working and gaming.cos got new com le.lol.not haolian le.but really happy.but not that really seriously happy le.alway got a shadow behind.anyway just unhappy of someone who treat me like nothing.cos say be friend le still treat me like what.sian 1/2

well well.back again.dunno wat to write cos i in a mess.its all over what the hell i thinking about?back together?its almost impossible.or i can say its totally impossible.lets see when i able to cheer up again ba.hai.well well.nowsday also nth to do.keep on going acrade.like no life le...haiz...

long time no post le.dunno what and how to write.well.alot of things happen since last i post.actually i feel like nth happen b4.but i dunno y i unable to cheer up.its just like a bored day for everyday.even i trying to be cheerful.cos for my friends i dun wan them to worry.but in my real heart i nt happy.i dunno what i thinking also.alot of ppl ask me what i thinking.y i pulling a long face everyday.but i also dunno the answer.haiz.well.maybe all is my imagination of thinking.i really dunno what to do le.sorry for be harsh to my working crews and friends.sorry....and if i scold anyone sorry for that...i really dun mean it de...i dun feel like myself anymore....cos my heart and soul is dead...all these is with someone even its all over...i never feel happy ever since that happens...

haiz....how am i going to make her come back to me....really love her alot de lo...no matter how i going to wait...no one can make me change my mind of waiting...no one can replace her de...my angel in my heart

y i can't sleep....tears rolling down my cheek for 2 nights le.....no matter how i make myself how tired i still cannot sleep....y.....i really love her alot....more then anything....willing to give up everything for her....haiz....maybe just make my life rot ba...i really have no mood to continue anything liao....my soul my heart all is gone le.....how i wish that person who die near my house area is me....y the mantainance lift accident dun happen on me.....y those dun deserve to die 1 have to die....those wanted to die 1 dun die....y is it so unfair....i willing to exchange my life for other if can be allowed....i will change it for her mum life and illness even its cost my life....i want to see her happy no matter how.....i willing to exchange everything for her mum...just transfer everything to me can....please.......just let myself tired till collpase ba...i really very tired of living liao....y dun just let me go.....can somebody help me to let go of my life ma....please....i really very tired liao...everything end with this rs liao....how i wish she could come back to me...really...i pray everynight to wish that could happen....

yeah.can post liao.siao siao de.well.alot ot say.but lazy type.lol.well.only hope everyting can be solved.anyway happy 5th month anniversay dar dar.keke.hope can continue 4ever:P.love u dar dar.dun overtired urself dar.good day my friends too.dun say i forget u guys.keke

yo can post ma?trial trial.lol