wat time le i still blogging.....i only know i am thinking of her....nt tat i dun wan to change...i dunno y i cannot do it also....i dun wan her to suffer because of me...y am i keep doing it.....i also dun feel good de......i also sad......i dun wan her to think tat i do all these i am feeling happy....after i send her home i was crying wherever i go....i keep thinking y i alway let my loved 1 suffer.....i cry until i reach home....until now i never stop....y my stupid attitude and behaviour alway like this.....i hate it!!!!!!i hate myself!!!!!!!!u are nt a nothing to me....u are my everything....nt u cannot change me....is myself tat dun wan to change....sorry dear....but i really love u alot de...i dun wan to leave u....i wan to be with u till the last breath of mine....if god grant me a wish i will wish to be with her eternity....and change my irritated attitude too....hai....think i should stop here le...once again sorry dear.....

yo i back le.hehe.so happy and sad.happy cos i spend all my time with my dear during the chalet.hehe.sad cos its over le.but i will still spend my time with her while i can de wor.dear dear wo ai ni.i wun moody le wor.i will open a new 1 de soon?maybe chinese new year.hehe.dear anything happen tell me ok.i dun like to be keep in the dark de wor.anything i also will be there for u de no matter wat.muack!!